What she wanted to know? Wasn't he more interested in boys than girl? While she'd learned how this worked for a boy and a girl, she wasn't entirely sure how it would work any other way, and she was not about to ask. "I don't know… I mean…" She shrugged. "I'm just worried I was doing it wrong. Is it supposed to hurt?" She asked before realizing he wouldn't know. She needed to be talking to Cass. Of course, Cass probably couldn't remember her first time, maybe someone else, like that girl Nic dated, the really talkative one… no Mim would never get her to shut up. No. She would just talk to Noah. Everyone talked to Noah he had to know something.

"I just don't know what you want from sex. Well not you… but Grant…. And I can't ask him. I'd die!" She would and he'd probably die too. Of embarrassment. "He's always so gentlemanly. I was told I was practically throwing my self at him trashed off my arse, after the Gryffindor match, and I know he didn't try anything!" She whimpered, slightly. Was there something wrong with her? That guys found her so repulsive she could throw herself at them and they said no? She had No idea.

She sighed. "I know you don't think I am. But I'd like to think guys found me attractive. What am I suppose to do? I don't know anything about… about… about…" She turned a brilliant shade of pink and said very quietly, "sex." There she said it. She'd had Sex with Grant McKinney. That sounded so dirty! She wasn't dirty, she only felt slightly bad about it during the middle of the day after, but she was ok now. "What do guys want us to do?" She asked, still quiet.

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